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September 30 fireworks!!fireworks!!10:30 letch field fireworks 看到那么多人在一起仰着头看烟火其实挺舒服的. 其实烟火最漂亮的时候不是它绽放的时候, 而是那些仍在燃烧的灰烬下落的时候. September 29 paradeas i said, i joined the pep band for hockey. so today, i went on the parade for Geneseo Anniversary and homecoming weekend. didnt take any pic, cuz no battery. September 26 random moon cake story.第一次中秋节没吃到月饼,不过以后应该会有很多时候会是这个样子吧. 为什么每年中秋节的时候,天上都是一点云都没有,可以看到很清晰的月亮.是自然条件的因素还是顺应民意... 马上快十月份了,但是这边天气却很反常地热. 躺在宿舍外面的石墩上,看天上,不知道从地球到月亮到底要花多长时间,32小时58分钟23秒? 对于我们来说应该会是一辈子吧. 给LA的亲戚打电话祝中秋节快乐,但是结尾的CONVERSATION很戏剧. R:oh, your cousin showed us your girlfriend's photoes. how is she? M:(silence in 5 seconds, i thought they definetely don't know we broke up already) yea.... she's fine. R: where is she? M: oh .... she's in Toronto University. R: oh, Toronto. it's easier for her to come to visit you huh? M: .... yea, I think so, cuz she doesn't need to get a visa. R: yea, thats true. you guys should come over sometimes. M:....mm... yea, i'll let u guys know if we.... are comin. R: K, bye. M: bye. 又小感伤了. fly me to the moon. September 19 visions in my dreamwe are in the central of a desert, the old house belonging to my grandpa and grandma. dunno why, u become the evil one to enjail me, the guilt? i dunno. but u say u still love me so much. finally, u let me go. before we leave, i notice it's a goodbye party for grandpa, dunno why every member of my family is on ur side, and i kno where grandpa's goin. we, me and my parents, are the bikers crossing the desert. there are three cute little cats walking towards to ur place. i can still feel the breeze in the desert which blows on my face. it's warm and give me a special feeling. kinda like hawaii. and then i creat a drink called sugar in the pain. September 06 kk happy to be back.
really have to get my life organized again.
the world is not gonna stop spinnig because of you.
so cheer up. get back to lifeits gonna be a sunny day. September 04 what elseburned up, stressed out, pissed off. what else?
i never wanna give any pressure on anybody, but im actually the one whos stressed out and confused.
what am i gonna do? September 03 scareddun remmember when the last time was i fell apart like this or broke down.
kinda scared to like anybody after that happened.
i'll get through this.
you know what, i dun hate ya at all, i cant make myself to do that. everything we had just turns into beautiful memories when i think about it.
friends tell me all the time i cant be kind like this. but this is just me. September 01 hey there cissywhy people always say "i always love u the most, ur always my best lover, but we just cant stay together"? it doesnt make sense at all.
人嘛, 不顺的事多得很. 人就是在逆境中成长的嘛.
i just never thought that u could leave in this way. all the excuses are not needed. the truth is we are just not together anymore.
what else can I do? hes just by ur side, im thousand miles away. i cant even see ya, or touch ya.
he must feel painful when u chose to stay with me, although you changed ur choice again.
i cant do anything, so i think i'd better just let you go.
you cant leave him , so just try to be happy to stay with him.
im not really ok. people say time can cure everything, i always believe in it. but how long its gonna be? or how hard its gonna be to do that?
hadnt been goin out with anybody for like more than 2 years. i though u were the one. but seems i was wrong.
k, i'll try to be strong. and be fine as soon as possible.
although i dun want to say it, but have to.
bye.
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